Cheer Me Up

this morning, actually will be a good day!!! but...somethings happened to my family...damn!!!!!!

to my fucking brother:
the devil had stepped in your heart! you can always get out of our family so that we wont be pollute by you! Get out from my sight and i don;t wish you appear again in front me!!!u better go away from our family and apologyzed to the God!!! I can ensure that the God was now crying because of your behave! Parent's heart were also bleeding now...

u better think over what you had done...the one who can save you is YOURSELF!! i not need to say anything anymore, i will not talk to you before you change your attitude to tis family,i wont care your live or die and i wont take care of everything related to you...

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my mum brought me back to campus at 3pm..luckily i cheer my mum up by bringing her to go mcd after the fight.

i got a tasty cookies by Sze....thanks...it really taste good!!!

tis is the look of the butter cookies
i do my revision on chinese and this cookies is my tibit...
the exam was ended soon and just one paper left...gambateh!!! and then my happy times wil reached me......

Now, i wan to show off my dinner.....guess wad was inside the container???

it was a burger?but wad burger????
it is a Big Mac............Woohoo.....

argh....my hp did not function well in shooting the burger into delicious look...so i go to download the pic of Big Mac actual look barh...
it challenged your appetide???...haha....so nice.....hmmmmmmmmmm
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tis is the shoes i saw at Bintangor..i like the pink one from my first sight....and bcs i didn't bring money so i couldn't buy it.haizz good lah ,save money!!! good good excuse for consolation..haha

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the hostel in front of my hostel was in renovation...the room was very very very very very small...hope wil nt be our hostel..haha i wish to remain in same hostel....room big, fan big, peace...
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sure you guys long time didn;t see my latest pic...let me show you one.....haha
erm...just getting darker..long turn longer....pimples more and more...my panda eyes getting serious..and my nose getting LARGER..aduh....tat's all....

sorry lah for nt updating my blog for so long time...haha

Happy Mother's Day

Oh well, as you see, this is the cake i ordered for my mum. Chocolate cake...it was so tasty as the chocolate cream was so nice..wooo hoo....

Actually i also got buy a Kanaisin for my mum, but i was scold by her...wuwuwu...
On the way to church, she already said not need buy for her, but i noticed that she kept on look a tthe flower that my biao mei bought for my gugu. So , when i go to pick up the cake, i went to buy a flower for her, who knows......wuwuwu....

Besides, i also visit my drymother, tat is yvonne's mum. She was stil so weak. I bought a flower and some fruits to visit her. Hope she can get well soon.
Oh yeah!!! I bought myself a camera. I ask permission from my parents that i wan to get a camera. Because it was more convenient for me . This camera was cheap as i get a diskaun from my fren, chan . Her shop sold hdphones and cameras. This camera function well. I like it very much.....

I already celebrate the Mother's day wif my uncle .My uncle ask us for dinner at a restaurant at Rejang park at saturday night...wow...tasty and i eat so full. Yummy Yummy....then we went shopping and i bought a pair of shoes again. After i reached home, i found that i had 8 pairs of shoes...omg.....stop me from buying shoes!!!haha

Happy Mother's Day to all the mothers in the world.,...^^

Back To School

Huh!! Back to campus again.....

we had the choir practise and then continue by our chinese class...tiring....

we found that the wireless system in our hostel works well...we kept on skypeing and yahoo messenger ing.....haha it is convenient for us to find information too....

my fren, chan gave me a drumstick from Sugarbun...woww....thanks ya.....i put it on a tissue because i have no any container to put it...haha...thanks ....

during chinese class, our lecturer bought some biscuits for us so that we will not starve...wa.....so nice...haha

then when back to hostel, my senior called me to go to her room....she bought a Sugarbun hamburger and We Care buns for me...wow....suprise......thanks ya....

aduh...those high calories food......omg...........i need to puasa again...hahaha

and now...it's time to do revision and preparation for the exam...haizz.....tis is the part of the note that i tidy up....

Friends, let us bersatu hati bertungkus lumus fight for the exam!!!!!!!!!!!!GO GO GO !!!!!!!!!haha

Special Saturday!!!

Well, while i was having my nap, my friends miao miao and yan sze came to my house.....we cook spagatthi together and i invite them to have din-din at my house. My dad was so happy to hear that and he prepared the fried kangkong wif sotong, tofu soup, and roasted chicken. Wow, it really nice...

Three of us cook the spagetthi and it taste so good...hmm.....haha.....Then after having the dinner, we went to ah sze's chuech for 青团. That is the first time i step into her church. They welcomed me and miao miao so much. We get some souveniors from them. Then after that, we went for fruit ice at Taman Muhibah. Wow......really refreshing having the ice fruit ice at a hot and suffocating night~~~huhu...

It is really a special Saturday for me.....and sure for you two...haha....thanks ya!!! We must do this seldom to made our weekend interesting...wakaka

课业~~~终于~~~

呼呼~~~终于交上最后一份课业。。。哇哇哇，可以准备看戏了咯。。。（应正常来说该是准备温习，应付考试吧~~~）哈哈 先犒赏自己下嘛~~因为之前熬夜，这个周末也好好好的冬眠（为什么我会说是冬眠叻？是因为我会多在冷气房里面睡觉嘛~~嘻嘻）

让你们看看我们的课业有多厚吧。。。哈哈
这份是我其中一份华语课业。厚到~~~~~~~~~ 这本课业真的费了我们很多心思和精神。还好还有朋友们的相助，让我顺利的完成这份课业。那时我们还在烦恼要如何钉这一本课业。经过讨论过后， 我们决定拿去学院的复印室钉。就这样，这一份课业就完成喽~~~

还有还有一份难搞得课业。。那就是体育的课业。。还好做完了。。哈哈

Thanks, My Fren.....

After i slice that orange

Pretty right???haha like an lotus

top view of the orange

side view of that orange...cute!
(erm, about the background, is my socks and my towel and also my sunblock lotion )




Yesterday, my fren Chan gave me an orange when i visit to her room. It was quite a long time for me for no eat fruit in this campus. That orange is somehow like sunkist but the special is it were imported from China. Sunkist from China??? This is my reaction when heard of it. It's funny!!!

I observed that orange for a long time before i slice it. It appearance quite similar to the actual sunkist but just the size was smaller and the colour was not as fresh as sunkist. It taste so good. Juicy, sweet and.....I LOVE IT!!!haha

Thanks ya, Chan for willing share your fruit to me....haha

Tiring Life

WHY　!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
TELL ME WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!

I just really felt like wana fall apart facing this kind of life.

i was not so happy when back to Sibu. I know SOMEONE is hiding something to me.You are LIER!!!!!!L.I.E.R.!!!!

I know everything and i am not as stupid as u think.I just don't want to mention it out. So, i prefer to keep silent and pretend nothing happen. I would not showed my unhappiness on my face...i just gulped all the unhappiness down into my stomach.Whatever, I was the one who always use to take advantanges. I will not argue and i will just followed STUPIDLY. Whenever I need help......HAHAHA!!!!

I wonder what had I done wrong. Why i was not important to you people? I was the only one who was been forget everytime and i wil just be IMPORTANT when you need my help. I realised many things . I knew many things.It frustrated me. I don't like to pretend myself in front of people Bt....what to do??? I had to pretend myself to protect myself from getting hurt. You please don't pretend concern,pretend stupid,pretend like you are the most powerful and PLEASE!!!!!! don't pretend that you don't know everything. I can guess it through my common sense,ok?

I treat you all with my true heart and appreciate it. Why i am the one who always get hurt. Everytime i was down, I will go to sleep and keep silent to forget it all. But......my brain was all filled with all those irritating things. May be i was too narrow-minded. I felt stress and sometimes lonely. It still had a long way to go. I don't dare to think the coming days.

I really wish that i can become the happy gal just like last time. I think i no longer be happy since i seperate with my beloved friends during the secondary school life.I will not share my mood and 心事to the people around me. After the few things that happen and some matter that i had experience, I was very sure that i will not believe anyone around me. Whenever i was going to talk something, i had to consider it for long time.....I can't express myself in front of you all. I really fely tired and frustrated go through this kind of life everyday.

WHY!!!!! WHY!!!!!! WHY!!!!!! .......actually, be alone also not bad. Would not get hurt........haiz This is not the life that i hope and i wish to change it although i know it was quite impossible to do so .I really wish to lock myself on a depopulated island. BUT WHAT TO DO~~~~~~~

* MOODY SHIRLEY*